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Please try not to wake me I'm not finished dreaming There is still a secret that I've yet to find in here I'm not fucking blind, man I know what I'm doing I can see the pattern But I don't know what I can do about the way I am One day I will rise up, Light from lack of baggage Fresh to meet the sunrise But I don't know what I can do about the way I am
the Pattern, The Narcissist Cookbook (This is How We Get Better, 2021)
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H/FOSS Communities in Korea
Though software is universal, they are still mostly written, documented, and distributed in English. H/FOSS (Humanitarian/Free Open Source Software) is no exception, with the most popular open source (largest code base and contributors) repositories on GitHub being projects supported or initiated by US-corporation like VS Code (Microsoft), Flutter (Google), TensorFlow (Google), React-Native (Facebook), and Kubernetes (Google). In contrast to these enormous projects, I wonder what kinds of open source projects are initiated outside the US. How are they maintained and how is the community like? As a Korean citizen, decided to explore some open source communities in Korea.
Similar to United States, big Korean tech companies maintains and lead open-source projects on GitHub.
Naver, the equivalent of Google in Korea, hosts projects with MIT, BSD, and Apache license such as:
Kapture: file format used to describe Structure From Motion and other sensor-aquired data;
Fixture Monkey: generate test instances and edge cases;
Billboard.js: JavaScript chart library based on D3.js.
Samsung, the largest conglomerate in Korea, hosts larger open source projects such as:
Veles: distributed platform for deep learning application development;
ONE: high performance, on-device neural network inference framework;
GearVR: VR rendering library for applications on VR-supported android devices.
There are some large and widely used open source projects hosted on individual responsories as well. For instance, @junegunn began:
Fzf: command-line fuzzy finder with 39.5k stars and 1.7k forks;
Vim-plug: a minimalistic vim plugin manager with 24.8k stars and 1.5k forks.
Though these projects are well-developed and innovative, both the software and the community are much smaller in general. This includes number of commits, number of issues & pull requests in progress, number of contributors, and fork & star counts. There are also less or no clear documentations on how to get started or communities to reach out to, but this is probably true for smaller projects in the United States too.
To learn more about the community, I ventured into Open Source Software Community (OSS), an organization managed by the National IT-Industry Promotion Agency of Korea “dedicated to cultivate open source demands of local and international market, as well as to build virtuous cycle of industrial ecology”. OSS hosts Korea Open Source Software Developers Lab (KOSSLab), who aims to create a prestigious community of *extremely* talented coders to “empower nation’s technical competence”.
It is really interesting to see that the open source community in Korea is driven by technologies and ambition. From my research, I could not find many projects with a humanitarian focus. Rather, it was mostly industry specific and niche. Song wrote a Medium article in 2019 where he listed and briefly analyzed the 100 most popular open source projects in Korea. Artificial Intelligence played a huge role with many projects incorporating deep learning, TensorFlow, NLP, and neural network. Python was also the most used language, appropriate for an AI-focused community. Even OSS seemed put more emphasis on development aspect rather than the community aspect.
References:
1: https://www.upgrad.com/blog/open-source-repositories-github/
2: https://opensource.com/article/19/5/projects-south-korea
3: https://medium.com/supple/%ED%95%9C%EA%B5%AD-%EC%98%A4%ED%94%88%EC%86%8C%EC%8A%A4-%ED%94%84%EB%A1%9C%EC%A0%9D%ED%8A%B8-top-100-739dafc082cf
4: https://www.oss.kr/
5: https://www.oss.kr/en_oss_frontier_lab
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I like "The Fairly OddParents" and "Danny Phantom" for their potential for angst. In the former, you have Timmy's miserable life, Vicky's potentially traumatic childhood and Timmy's despair at the fact that Cosmo and Wanda must leave him eventually. In the latter, you have Danny risking his life, being horribly injured and fearing what his parents might do to him if they knew what he really was. Just out of interest, where's the potential for angst in "Bunsen is a Beast"?
Oh my gosh, you’ve got my heart racing. Where do I even start?
I guess we start with our title character. We all know how Butch loves the fantastic racism trope (which is one thing I love about his work so much- his use of these things as serious worldbuilding details, and not merely as “one and done” plot points), and it’s a huge part of Fairy and Anti-Fairy culture.
Fantastic racism is a thing in BIaB too. Here you’ve got this little Beast boy who speaks and reads only limited English. Although he doesn’t have huge talons, he does have horns, a spiny tail, and a lot of scary-looking teeth. As soon as he steps out of his car and starts towards the school, he is hounded by news crews:
He manages to shake them off and head inside, but as she’s introducing him to the class, the teacher says, “I hope this whole co-mingling thing works out, because if not, man and beast will be in a struggle for dominance until one side drives the other into extinction.”
Aw, snap! So you have this show about this twelve-year-old kid with the weight of two species resting on his shoulders. And he knows. That’s what I love here- he knows. Instantly when Miss Flap reminds him of this, Bunsen deflates from his happy mood (Bonus: As you continue through the series, it becomes more obvious that his natural personality is to be reserved rather than social, and that he’s way outside his comfort zone here in trying to make a good first impression and win over new friends).
There’s just so much here that’s interesting! Bunsen is clearly very aware that if he proves Beasts can successfully integrate into human society, it means a better life for his people. But if he screws up badly enough, he might have to watch his family and friends be slaughtered, on top of fearing for his own life. And if he screws up the other way, he might see humans killed as his people revolt and take over.
Now, obviously, with the fate of these races resting on him, so many politics can be dragged into this. It’s my headcanon that after petitioning for years, Beasts were finally given the okay to allow a single Beast to attend a school in a very small human town, as a test. Now, who are they going to pick? Bunsen is very fluffy and cute, so he’s a good candidate to promote the idea that Beasts aren’t dangerous and should be granted rights. Although his English is still stilted and he can read only a very small amount of it at this point, he knows enough to be verbally fluent.
So the question is, how long ago did they decide to send HIM? Has he been groomed for this position his entire life? Just think of all that pressure, those years of studying, that fear of failure drilled into his entire being since he was a kid… And that’s not even bringing up the question of whether this fight to get Beasts a human education has been going on for decades, and if he was specifically bred for his cuteness and gentle disposition. And, what if he didn’t want to be “the chosen one” in the first place? Delicious inner turmoil.
Really, it’s a show about a minority constantly struggling with thoughts of, “Should I leave all my culture behind and embrace a new one?” and “But my culture is a huge part of my identity and I don’t want to lose it.” And he shouldn’t have to lose it. So, he’s working to find a balance that makes him feel good about himself, while dealing with his fears that humans are going to look down on or even hate him for it.
If anyone was wondering, I personally feel that if Bunsen were human, his ethnicity would be one of mixed Asian origins. If I’m remembering correctly, it’s a stereotype that Chinese people are good at ping-pong, and he has a relative (possibly his mom’s brother b/c octopus tentacles) who is a ping-pong master.
That, and it looks like he has a large extended family staying in Muckledunk with him, suggesting closer ties than I, your average white American girl, see in my own family, even though everyone on my dad’s side of the family lives in this area, and almost everyone on my mom’s side does too. Thus, the fact that he’s eating spaghetti with forks in the theme song is just kind of amusing to me. I wonder what kind of eating utensils exist in Beast society.
So, those are a few culture-related angst topics about Bunsen. Others are certainly the fact that he’s moved to a new place and has regular jitters about that, and that one of his classmates is constantly attempting to gather evidence that he’s a danger to society and should be cast out of the school and the town. Said classmate also has a rich and influential father, and it’s been made clear that some people will be unfair to Bunsen purely not to get on her father’s bad side.
And I forgot to mention all the hints that Bunsen is a pacifist (or at least that he dislikes confrontation), so his default reaction to having mean words thrown at him is to withdraw into himself and believe them.
Whether it’s because of his inborn personality or because of all the pressure resting on him, he never fights back physically, and rarely argues verbally. The closest he gets is the occasional sassy comment. Although he’s more relaxed when alone with Mikey, Bunsen seems to have somewhat low self-esteem.
Perhaps because he’s an introvert, Bunsen is very perceptive. I might argue that he picks up on subtleties better than Mikey does- so if your words or body language suggest that you don’t like him, he will know. Mikey was willing to ignore Jerry’s emotional instability in “Mikey Is a Beast” because he saw Jerry as his hero, but Bunsen picked up on it and was very nervous at the thought of hanging around him. Throughout that episode, Bunsen continues making nervous faces even when the main focus of the scene isn’t on him- such as when Jerry shouted for Mikey to stop crying over Bunsen’s head:
I greatly appreciate whoever includes these things in the storyboards! These characters are just constantly in character even in the background.
Ooh, then there’s the piece of his character that solidifies Bunsen as a lawful neutral- his utter devotion to following rules, even when he doesn’t like them (For example, wanting to touch things in the museum, but restraining himself when he sees ‘Do not touch’ signs). He’s extremely committed to a set of values known as the Beast Code. This code outlines good etiquette such as “Beasts are always polite”, but sometimes it pins Bunsen into corners.
For example, in “Handsome Beast”, Amanda asked Bunsen out to the girls’ choice dance. Even though he dislikes her, it’s apparently “against the Beast Code to decline an invitation”, so Bunsen was thoroughly convinced that he has to not only go to the dance, but “follow the rigid steps of the Beast wooing procedure” too. He feels more stressed out by the thought of disobeying the Code than by the action of taking someone he doesn’t like on a date.
Beasts appear to have super unstable genetics, because when they have allergic reactions, they take on characteristics of the thing that upset their body systems. Here, Bunsen evidently had a reaction to the body spray Mikey was using in the hopes of attracting girls. He’s also confirmed to be allergic to bee stings and Swiss fondue.
Let’s see, what else… Bunsen obviously has a very close and understanding relationship with his parents, considering that even after everything their whole family sacrificed to move to Muckledunk - stability, friendships, money, possibly years of special educational programs depending on how long ago he was selected as the Beasts’ representative - they were completely willing to move back to the underground Beast World after Bunsen confessed to them that he was terrified of thunder, and couldn’t handle the sound of it anymore.
(These nerds even have matching pictures of each other)
There’s a lot of angst potential there, because up and leaving Muckledunk like that could not have been an easy thing for his entire extended family to agree to do. Or an easy decision for Bunsen to even make and consider talking to them about. He’s Beast World’s champion. Their saving grace. As much as he hates thunder, I’m sure he felt absolutely awful to know he was disappointing his entire race. This is the only time thus far, I think, that he truly puts himself before thoughts of duty and honor. These showing and not telling details really drive home how terrified of thunder the poor guy is.
So, Bunsen! I could name a couple of shows about a kid with an animal (or Beast) friend, but of these friends, Bunsen is my favorite. Cartoons like this generally involve one character who doesn’t caremuch about consequences dragging the other into zany schemes. But this is a show about a kid who is honestly curious about the world, and has strong morals that keep him out of trouble. I’m huge on following rules myself, so having a show with characters who are aware that their actions have consequences (Bunsen moreso than Mikey) and who don’t intentionally bend the law means a lot to me.
From a writer’s perspective, Bunsen is a very well-balanced character: he’s very reactive, so he acts as a nice foil to active Mikey. However, he can be plenty active too, such as when he’s introducing Mikey to his home or talking about his culture and biology. And it’s not out of character for him to be this way. It’s all dependent on his comfort level in a particular situation; by default Bunsen is reserved, but he starts opening up and being more active as he gets to know you. He’s very, very balanced and well-written, I think.
Oh. Also, his best friend has a morbid sense of humor, and even cracks jokes about taxidermy when Bunsen sees his uncle on display at a museum.
And BOY HOWDY, we haven’t even gotten to Mikey yet!
I. Love. Mikey. In fact, he’s probably the character I relate to more than anyone in any show I’ve ever watched. I’ve heard that some people don’t like BIaB because Mikey is just “a boring, regular kid”, but I don’t know what show they’re watching, because I could go on and on about how cool this boy is. In fact, calling it now, the Mikey section of this post will likely be unfairly longer than Bunsen’s.
Where to start, where to start… Well, you wanted angst, so let’s start with this. Remember how in “Abra-Catastrophe”, we found out that until he was eight, Timmy’s parents used to obsess over and record every second of his day on video cameras? Mikey’s childhood resembles that a little bit… except it never stopped.
Mikey has helicopter parents in both senses of the word. They obviously love him, but thus far in the show, they have only interacted with him through this drone. I wouldn’t be surprised if never seeing them in person is a running gag in the series, the same way not revealing the names of Timmy’s parents is a gag in FOP. The implication here is that they’re out of town a lot- meaning that he’s been left at home to raise himself-
-surrounded by security cameras and microphones, of course. Major props to whoever designed Mikey’s yard and drew this storyboard, because I love how none of the characters ever call any attention to the cameras or anything. They’re just. There. Watching. Details like this make me happy.
Y’know, when you’ve got a SMALL TOWN CHILD whose parents install SECURITY SYSTEMS, you can’t help but wonder if said child has any problems disabling the security systems on any building in said small town. Problems physically, or morally. I wonder…
I’m really curious to know when his parents got this drone. Mikey hasn’t revealed anything about a babysitter. Did his parents start leaving him at home alone once they got it and could watch out for him? Or did they leave him home alone to fend for himself even before that?
Mikey’s parents are very nice people - probably better than Timmy’s parents - but they’re not there in the way he needs emotionally. They try to compensate for this by stalking him with the drone whenever they can spare the time. The ability of the drone to find him is interesting too… Perhaps they track him using the location of his phone. Surely they wouldn’t actually GPS chip their child.
Children need safety (physical and emotional) for healthy development. Given the security cameras and the presumed reputation of his parents, we can assume he has the former. But violating his privacy “without probable cause” the way they do can be psychologically damaging and lead to trust issues. Especially because he’s asked his parents to stop, and they haven’t.
Previously, I’ve mentioned my theory that Mikey has an older sister, which would explain why he had the dress, sandals, ribbon, and make-up on hand (and might answer our question about who watched over Mikey pre-drone):
I think she might have disappointed their parents in some way (such as having a baby while an unmarried teen, or stealing money and the family car), and so she took off for the hills. I like this idea because it helps “justify” why Mikey’s parents are so obsessed with monitoring him. They don’t stalk him constantly, but when he gets older, I feel like he’ll have at least one parent on his case at almost all times while the other is installing security systems. One Munroe kid going sour is bad enough for their reputation. Small town. People talk!
Additionally, his voice actor (Ben Giroux) revealed that he used to “terrorize his sister” with the Mikey voice when they were kids. Imagine Mikey doing the same thing to his sister once upon a time, pfft.
This sister theory is just a headcanon, but it’ll be interesting to see what hints about his home life and family are dropped in future episodes. And did I mention that Mikey occasionally visits his uncle in prison, possibly because this is the only family member he has who can’t run away? I love him.
That was Mikey in the past. Now, what about Mikey in the present?
Let me say it again: I. Love. This. Kid.
I’m majoring in psychology, and when I started watching this show, I quickly ended up leaning back in my seat with a knuckle in my mouth, grinning at the ceiling. Mikey is a textbook case for narcissistic personality disorder, with the bonus joke thrown in of, I have no idea if Butch and the writers meant to do this or not (at least, they may not have realized they’ve been checking off all the diagnostic criteria as we go along). Either way, I don’t think I’ve ever seen a narcissistic cartoon character pulled off so subtly and so well- and without the cliché stereotype of being obsessed with his looks to boot!
People with this personality disorder are typically characterized as being “arrogant” (Check), “self-centered” (Check), “manipulative” (Check), “concentrating on grandiose fantasies [such as their own success or brilliance]” (Check), and as having “a need for admiration” (Check), “a lack of empathy for other people” (Check), and they “may be convinced that they deserve special treatment” (CHECK- Did you see “Beast of Friends” and “Astro-Nots”?). Such narcissists might “have difficulty tolerating criticism or defeat and may be left feeling humiliated or empty” when their pride is injured. That sure sounds like Mikey to me!
(Technically, since he’s young, we can’t officially diagnose him until he’s acted this way for a year, but if he continues in this pattern then he should fit the bill!)
What a personality disorder means is, this is his personality. You could maybe tone him down by reinforcing certain behaviors, but there’s nothing you can do to “fix” him permanently. There’s no medicine that will change him. It’s just the way he is, and it’s not really his fault. Mikey just loves being the center of attention. And I’m sure it doesn’t help his ego that he’s lived a life with cameras focused on him, and he’s possibly the second child and baby of his family.
He just constantly refocuses the spotlight on himself, like in this scene here where he expresses no sympathy for Darcy being alone all day (or even acknowledges her statement whatsoever), and changes the subject to him:
“Outside, when you were very close to my face, you said something about… helping me?”
Translation: “I’m only here for my benefit. Are we actually doing this, or are you just wasting my time?”
His narcissism is especially prominent throughout “Beast of Friends”. Not only does he interrupt Bunsen once he hears Bunsen has a friend who’s a wish-granting fairy, but when he meets Timmy Turner, all Mikey wants to do is make wishes. Timmy even asks him nicely to stop, and Mikey agrees by making comments like, “I totally hear you. Just let me make one more wish”.
Spoiler: He doesn’t stop at one more. And when Timmy is tripping over himself, struggling to cover up hints of magic and fairies from his dad, he begs Mikey to back him up. Mikey cheerfully says, “Timmy’s totally right”, and immediately turns his attention back to Wanda and - you guessed it - makes more wishes. He’s completely blind to the fact that he’s causing Timmy distress. He hardly seems to register Timmy’s presence, because he’s so focused on the fact that Timmy has fairy godparents. Mikey even assumes they’ll grant his wishes, and never asks Timmy for permission first. This also happens to be the only episode thus far where Mikey realizes he got a little carried away, and apologizes for it. It took the threat of Bunsen’s death to get him to this point.
He also just honestly forgets to think about others a lot of the time. I think the best example I could pull up is that scene where Bunsen congratulates Amanda on winning “hide and go freak”, to which Mikey responds-
He forgot Amanda. As soon as he saw Bunsen’s game room, all bets were off. He just naturally assumed that if he wasn’t playing, the game was over. It didn’t even cross his mind to tell Amanda he wanted to play ping-pong instead. And he’s like this throughout the show. All. The. Time.
Of course, apart from his narcissism, Mikey has another fair reason to be distractible: there are heavy hints that he has ADHD, not the least of which is that he seems to be canonically dyslexic:
(“Go”)
(“Doomed”)
(Here he’s struggling to spell “cat”)
Dyslexia isn’t an actual diagnosis in the DSM-5, but he would have a specific learning disorder for writing - aka spelling, grammar, punctuation, and clarity (refer to the script he wrote above) - but he has no impairment in the reading department (fluency, comprehension), which is why he can read perfectly fine.
ADHD and dyslexia typically go hand in hand. On top of that - and this is SUPER fascinating to me - he’s actually animated as having an inability to sit still. He’s constantly out of his seat, or in his seat and changing position.
I actually had a different example in mind but it was too long and wouldn’t loop
When I first heard of this show, I naturally assumed Bunsen was going to be the wild one, and Mikey would be your average, plain kid along for the ride. It just seemed the cliché default. But then comes this huge plot twist in my mind: Bunsen is playful, but a bit reserved, and Mikey is the extremely peppy and hyperactive child. So, I think that’s really cool and lots of fun. Mikey is the first time I’ve ever watched a show and selected a lead to be my favorite character, so obviously something’s going right here!
ADHD also has some angst potential along with it. Aside from the obvious examples of struggling in class, he’s confirmed to be the head of the school welcoming committee. So, when it comes to designing posters, that can’t be the easiest job to do!
Oh, did you think that was all? NOPE! It’s been hinted numerous times that Mikey has an interest in psychology (and I wouldn’t be surprised if he spent hours poring over childcare books when he was younger as he tried to figure out if the way his parents were raising him was right or wrong).
And, whether he started doing this intentionally or not, he’s turned into a massive guilt-tripper. He cries, people give him what he wants, he stops.
To be fair, Mikey doesn’t seem to realize that what he’s doing is wrong in any way. He’s sensitive in general- that part certainly isn’t faked, nor is he trying to be mean. Simply, this guilt-tripping behavior has been reinforced.
Repeatedly.
As of “Astro-Nots”, he has yet to come up against anyone in the show who says no to big sad eyes (and he seems to have, perhaps unconsciously, taught this guilt-tripping behavior to Bunsen by this point). Since Mikey hasn’t tried to guilt-trip Amanda onscreen, it’s possible he’s tried in the past, but wasn’t reinforced and so unhappily gave up. He’s just savage to her with his words.
Now, I have that GIF above of Mikey guilt-tripping even Bunsen, his best friend, to do something he really didn’t want to do. I wouldn’t call their relationship abusive at all, especially with Mikey not seeming to realize what he’s doing is wrong. They’re good, close friends and get along awesomely. A time or two of guilt-tripping shouldn’t be reason to end their friendship. Really, what Bunsen did when agreeing to be Jerry’s mascot was a favor. Although being a mascot wasn’t something Bunsen wanted to do, he did want to make Mikey happy, and he did willingly agree to this- as a favor to a friend.
But for angst purposes, he didn’t want to do it. Like I said, I don’t consider their friendship abusive or anything like that, but it might be a tad strained at times. Think of it like, your college roommate might have really irritating quirks, but they’re probably not abusive. Only if Mikey’s manipulating got out of hand to the point where Bunsen was in distress and wanted this to stop - and Mikey refused - would this become a big problem. But, everyone has character flaws and their own struggles in relationships, and for now, this is just one of Mikey’s.
Don’t get me wrong. Mikey’s a really nice person, and he’s proved it multiple times (One of my favorite lines of his is, “Help me help you”). This is the thing: he always wants to get his way. If his way happens to be, “I want to make you happy”, then you’re in luck! But if you’re opposed to his views… he’s not going to make life easy on you. Mikey’s the sort of person who only says sorry out of sympathy- not when you insist he’s made a mistake. Not easily, anyway. He’s a narcissist who reads about psychology- he hates admitting that he’s wrong.
Heh heh. He’ll totally be there if you directlytell him what you need. But he can be a little blind to the feelings of others. The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree!
On top of ALL of this, Mikey has to put up with his rival being attracted to him:
She invades his personal space constantly and forces physical contact like this on him, and it obviously makes him super uncomfortable. I can relate. In my ninth grade math class, I had to sit next to a couple of jerks who - not an exaggeration, because they told me this - had grade point averages of 1.9 (out of 4.0). I didn’t show any interest in them, except once when one of them was bugging me about what my name was, I finally reinforced him by revealing it. This did not go well for me. And for whatever reason, the girl who sat in front of me thought I had a crush on this annoying kid. No clue why, because he was awful. So, she told him to come up behind me and rub my back.
Okay. So, no. I was out of my seat so fast, grabbing my thick, heavy school binder and whirling around, ready to smack him upside the head, but the bell rang just then so he got off scot-free. Keep in mind that I’m not even five feet tall as a college student, so I was even smaller back then. But BOY, did that kid have the face of someone who thought he was going to die.
Gosh, why is Mikey so relatable…
Then there’s more angst to be found within Amanda, Beverly- and of COURSE, Commander Cone… I could talk about them for a while still, but this post has gotten pretty long, so I’ll settle for just discussing our leading boys.
Mostly, the angst in BIaB is that sort of subtle emotional angst that’s obvious if you’re an adult paying attention to the show, but that’s easy to miss if you’re younger. It’s similar to “Fairly OddParents” in that respect (which is a show I personally favor to “Danny Phantom”, even though there are several things I could name about DP that appeal to me too).
Huh. Come to think of it, I wonder if that’s why DP has always been so popular- the younger generation caught onto its angst potential because it was more physical and obvious than the emotional angst present in cartoons like FOP. Plus he’s like a superhero and kids like superheroes. I tend to favor subtleties myself… I suppose because it feels more like I’m in on the joke than like I’m being force-fed.
Anyhow, “Bunsen Is a Beast” is not a cartoon that requires angst to move it along. And yet it’s sprinkled in there anyway; it never feels forced to me. Along with its super-expressive characters, that’s one thing that attracts me to the show- Holding my breath in anticipation to see if I can catch the subtleties.
For example, all throughout “Body and the Beast”, Mikey refuses to say “school picture day” because he’s convinced something bad will happen to him if he does. That’s a hint that he may be superstitious, and adds a fascinating layer to his character since he’s our man of psychology and science.
Isn’t that neat? Depending on how deep this runs, he might even struggle with thought-action fusion: the belief that thinking something is the same (aka, as “sinful”) as actually doing it- and there is so much angst tied up with that.
And OH MAN, we didn’t even get to the part about Mikey “mysteriously” going bald two years prior the show’s beginning. Pardon me, but what is a ten-year-old narcissist who isn’t getting the emotional affection he desires from his parents going to do to himself for attention? Thaaaaaaaat’s right.
(Or if you want bonus angst potential… ever heard of trichotillomania?)
The clip where Mikey refuses to mention picture day and goes straight into talking about how he went bald two years ago was only a few seconds long, but it reveals so much! See? There’s so much fun here for someone like me! But like… It’s left up to me to choose if I want to see these characters as the sum of their parts, or if I want to enjoy this show while merely scraping the surface: Bunsen being cheerful and Mikey being his happy friend.
I like having this depth. I like having subtleties. With DP, “Star”, and “Gravity Falls”, every episode tasted very, “Meh, that went the way I expected it to” in my mouth. I guess you could say that that the subtle details I like in BIaB are very “inside joke” in nature. With those other three, everyone who watches the show is going to catch angsty things. It doesn’t take the coolness out of them, but it takes that excitement of discovery away from me a bit, I suppose?
Could be. I don’t like being spoon-fed emotions. That’s why you don’t normally find me shipping characters (and when I do, I often tend towards background couples). I’m just not a very emotional person. I don’t tear up at anything less sad than Radio’s death in “Brave Little Toaster to the Rescue”, so you can guess how often that happens, because hoooooly wow, that death scene.
See, there are very few things that bug me about “Star vs. The Forces of Evil”, but the fact that I’m expected to feel bad for Star when Marco starts dating the girl of his dreams is one of them. The ending of “Just Friends” bothered me, with the way that Star lashed out and destroyed the stadium billboard like she was five. Ick. I guess the show put a little too much faith in the idea that people watch shows for ships. Yes, lots of people do- but I’m not one of them. I don’t ship two people just because they’re there, so I have a very hard time sympathizing with Star’s refusal to let Marco be happy with Jackie.
In my mind, she’s an exchange student. They live together. They’re foster siblings. So when you don’t pity her, Star just looks like a selfish brat throughout the end of Season 2. Good glory, I so do not want Starco to be the endgame couple… I know it’s extremely unlikely to happen, but I’d love for her to end up with Oskar. Just. The potential of freaking Oskar being Mewni’s king. I need this so badly. Plus, they just feel so natural.
Awesome show. But I don’t really go for the idea of, “She had to leave him, and it was so sad because she was in love!!!” What is this, a nuzlocke? I’m much happier fawning over Ludo and his story, like the way he once said, “Are you proud of me?” and then when he was complimented, he hesitated and asked, “Can you say proud?” That tells you everything.
I did really enjoy the twist in “Danny Phantom” that Danny doesn’t need to keep his identity secret from his enemies, but from his family- not to protect his family, but because his family are ghost hunters, and they’re liable to hurt him. But, like… I would have enjoyed some filler episodes, actually. Episodes where Danny didn’t even fight ghosts. Episodes that gave him more character traits. Because who is Danny without his ghost powers? He’s a shy kid who enjoys learning about outer space and wants to get with the cool crowd, but has only two close friends. Mostly, he only does poorly in school because he never has the chance to sleep or study, or when he does have free time, he’s distracted by video games.
I wanted to see that Danny a little more, and not just when Danny gave up his ghost powers in “Phantom Planet”. I wanted THAT Danny to have angst. The problem with Season 3 was, in Season 1, Danny was learning to control his powers for the first time. In Season 3, he’d mastered them. He didn’t struggle anymore. He lacked good weaknesses. His weakness became exhausting himself to the point where he slipped back into human form. Aka, the removal of powers: kryptonite. His angst was about fighting ghosts. It was very plot-based. And that worked really well until suddenly it didn’t. Fans of the show have rounded his character out some more, but canon!Danny was left flailing for weaknesses in Season 3, or so I think.
I didn’t mean to go off about shows that you didn’t even ask about in your question. Sorry! This is the first time I’ve tried putting into words my thoughts about why those shows are neat to watch, yet I don’t consider myself part of their respective fandoms.
What I enjoy about BIaB is, the fantastic racism element is definitely there, but it’s not the main focus of every single episode (Geez, that would get annoying fast). It’s a show about, well… fitting in. Making new friends. Struggling with a bully who hurts people emotionally instead of physically. Culture shock. It’s about two kids caring for one another, accepting who they are and who the other is, making mistakes, and learning to be better people in the process. Y’know. With plenty of angst sprinkled on top. The type of angst that fleshes characters out and builds up solid worlds. The kind of angst that I enjoy a lot.
So, DP, GF, and “Star” are generally well-done and awesome, but for whatever reason, I just appreciate them in a different way than I do FOP and BIaB. Anyone who’s been around my blog for awhile knows which of the shows I watch I actually produce fanwork for.
I think it’s interesting that people enjoy different things, don’t you?
#Bunsen Is a Beast#asks#Anon#Beasty such a beaut#Fluffy blue transfer student#Official human buddy TM#Distant helicopter parents#Savage spittle queen#screenshots#GIFs#'ChalkZone' is another very nice 'subtle-angst' show you may enjoy#Going Ghost!#Dimensional scissor show#99% true as far as we remember
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It Ain’t Hard to Define
Anonymous said: "Could you do a Scott/Isaac/Allison fic where Allison and Scott are together and Isaac thinks that he's breaking bro code by being attracted to Allison but the couple has already decided that they want him?"
Allison Argent/Isaac Lahey/Scott McCall Rating: G, Word Count: 903 Pining Isaac, Established Allison/Scott, Polyamory, POV Isaac ♥ Read on AO3
‘Hey, Isaac?’
‘Yeah?’ Isaac looks up from picking the corn out of his salad.
He and Scott are the only ones at the table, sitting across from each other, waiting for the rest of the pack to arrive for lunch.
Scott’s moving his food around his plate. His heart patters in his chest, and he’s not really looking at Isaac when he asks, ‘You wanna come over tonight? Mom’s not home. We can order pizza and watch a movie, or something.’
‘Sounds great. Just you and me?’ Isaac grips his fork so tight it’s ready to snap. As much as he loves the rest of the pack, he loves being alone with Scott just a little bit more. Even though he shouldn’t, because Scott is dating Allison. Who he also loves being alone with just a little bit more than he loves being with the pack.
He’s always held the firm belief that love songs are complete bullshit. And yet, here he is, living one. It’s not even one of the sexy ones with happy endings. No, it’s one of those tragic ones about unrequited love. To be more specific, he’s living Jesse’s Girl. A very intense version of it, because he not only has feelings for his best friend’s girl, but also for his best friend’s boy.
What is wrong with him?
Maybe he’s just a terrible person. It would explain why he’s such a terrible friend, because he’s pretty sure that one of the first rules of friendship is: DO NOT LUST/PINE AFTER A FRIEND’S PARTNER.
Fuck. His life’s a mess.
‘No, actual–‘
‘Allison, Boyd and Kira are working on some History project so they’re not coming,’ Stiles announces his presence, interrupting Scott. He drops his tray on the table, then sits down next to Scott. ‘Everything set for tonight?’ He grins at Scott, waggling his eyebrows.
Isaac’s hope crumbles. Stiles is going to be there, too.
‘Dude,’ Scott hisses. There’s dull thud and a yelp from Stiles when Scott kicks him.
‘Dude!’ Stiles gripes back, leaning down to rub his shin. After a moment of intense glaring, he huffs. ‘Ugh. Fine. The new English teacher. Evil? Yes or no?’
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Ready for a night of greasy food, action movies, and bandying words with Stiles, Isaac tugs at the sleeves of his sweatshirt as he walks up to Scott’s front door. He doesn’t knock, the door usually opens before he has the chance. Tonight is no different, but it’s also not what he expected. Instead of Scott or Stiles at the other side of the door, it’s Allison. She looks amazing, in a light blue dress and grey socks that come up to her thigh. Her hair is pulled back, with loose strands framing her face. He has no idea how, but her makeup makes the light brown of her eyes seem almost gold.
Isaac swallows. He did not prepare for this.
‘Hey,’ Allison says, smiling wide.
Isaac wonders what it’s like to feel her cheeks dimpling under his fingers when she smiles like that.
‘Scott ordered way too much food, so I hope you’re hungry,’ Allison continues, stepping back to let him in.
‘Yeah,’ is all Isaac manages to say. He kicks off his shoes and follows Allison to the living room.
The candles are the first thing that catch his eye. They’re on the coffee table. And they’re lit. There’s also a small bouquet of roses. The pizza and garlic bread are carefully arranged, with napkins, folded like roses, lying next to them.
Isaac looks from Allison to Scott, who is sitting on the couch in his nicest jeans and a light green shirt, skin glowing bronze in the candle light, to the beautifully set table. He shuffles self-consciously in his sweatpants and sweatshirt. He’s extremely underdressed. He can smell the hair product that Scott only ever uses on a date.
Oh for the love of fuck!
He just interrupted his best friends’ date.
Except… Scott invited him. And Allison didn’t seem surprised when she opened the door for him. And there are three carefully folded napkin-roses on the table.
‘What’s going on?’ Isaac asks. He has an idea, a hope, but what if he’s wrong?
Allison sits down on the couch and turns to Scott. ‘You didn’t tell him?’
Scott smiles sheepishly. ‘I forgot?’
Allison smiles fondly, shaking her head. She grabs Isaac’s hand, and pulls on it until he’s sitting between her and Scott.
‘We know you like us,’ she says.
Isaac’s heart beats a little faster, and so do Scott’s and Allison’s.
‘And we wanted to tell you that we like you, too,’ Allison continues.
‘And ask if you’d like to date us,’ Scott adds.
Isaac sees the hopeful and open expressions on their faces, sits back and breathes out a long, slow breath. All the guilt for liking Scott and Allison so much, ebbs away. Allison and Scott like him, too.
‘I am seriously underdressed for a first date,’ he mutters, looking down at his clothes.
‘I think you look nice,’ Allison says. ‘Very soft.’
‘Very,’ Scott agrees, nudging Isaac’s knee with his own.
While they eat and try to figure out what movie to watch, Isaac thinks that his life isn’t like Jessie’s Girl, after all. It’s not like any love song, because love songs are bullshit and his life is much better than any song anyone could ever come up with.
#scallisaac#allisonisaacscott#twrarepair#twpolyamory#allison x isaac x scott#my fic#my teen wolf#my polya
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CHARACTER INTERVIEW
Tagged by: @donnez-moi-vos-vivres
Tagging: @misspauling @rcdpyro @bushcamping @pissfirstaskquestionslater @liltf2blog (for whoever you’d like) And anyone I missed who hasn’t already done it!
BASICS !
NAME . Barbara Jared, The Messenger, NICKNAME . *cracks knuckles: the ones highlighted are specific to Mercsenger*- Babs, Barb, Barbs, Barbed-Wire, Bar-none, Barbie (Only by one specific person otherwise you’re on her shitlist), Pet (again specific use or you get a fork in the eye), Pidge, Pidgey, Pigeon, Possum, Taube, Doo, Looney, Laska, Messy, Mess, Mailman, babyface (if you want to get smacked), dickbiter, wildcard, badger, puppet (don’t), Barbarino (DEFO DO NOT) AGE . 32 @ 1972 SPECIES . Human
PERSONAL !
MORALITY . lawful / chaotic / Good / neutral / evil / true .-It varies. RELIGION . Raised Methodist. Now more loosely deistic but still has a very strict moral code she only holds herself to. (Mercsenger is more chaotic because she’s dead convinced she’s going to Hell) SINS . greed / gluttony / sloth / lust / pride / envy / wrath . VIRTUES . chastity / charity / diligence / humility / kindness / patience / KNOWN LANGUAGES . English, Spanish, Russian (Mercsenger has a more solid hold on this one), Moderately okay with various Indigenous languages SECRETS . Other people’s secrets, some key intel, Her actual jobs- to most of her family, the fact that she has multiple actual jobs and lives in New Mexico as a somewhat accomplishedish author along with either being merc or messenger ie her entire life past age 21- To her dad who thinks she’s been a temp in LA for 11 years, her name (to the mercs), her cover job as one of Hale’s receptionists which is like a really poorly kept secret, everything else about herself she’s real fucking open about
PHYSICAL !
BUILD . scrawny / bony / slender / fit / athletic / curvy / herculean / pudgy / average . HEIGHT . 5′4″
SCARS / BIRTHMARKS . Prime: Huge array of scarring on both sides of her right shoulder from a wound and consequent surgeries, beauty mark/mole on her right cheek, some minor facial scars, various minor scars on her back and chest from hostage situations, freckles
Mercsenger: beauty mark/mole on her right cheek, burn/ branding scars on her chest, electric scars on chest and stomach, scar on chin, some minor re-spawn remainders, freckles.
ABILITIES / POWERS . Prime: Extreme durability/resistance from melee/blunt attacks-via physician + genetics, high pain tolerance, natural anxious energy and unnasuming nature that means she’s underestimated and looked past because her fear and venerability aren’t an act and it shows, acting skills, can talk to some animals but only long ones- eels, worms, caterpillars, snakes, ferrets etc, trained to pass out after certain pain/stress thresh-hold to make intel gathering harder (flight), power of unpredictability and using her environment in weird ways
Mercsenger: natural anxious energy and unnasuming nature that means she’s underestimated and looked past/ not seen as a threat because her fear and venerability aren’t an act and it shows, acting skills, can talk to some animals but only long ones- eels, worms, caterpillars, snakes, ferrets etc, after a certain threshold/amount of damage while in or when switching to melee she becomes a hell of a lot more dangerous and her attack power increases like a cornered animal (fight), power of unpredictability and creative combat strategies such as she can,will, and has bitten off fingers tactically. Oh yeah and she has implants in her brain that allow Admin to access her sensory organs-to hear or see shit and talk to the mercs-and occasionally fully possess her. Yay. RESTRICTIONS . Severe anxiety and self doubt, desperate need but refusal to openly seek validation, inferiority complex a mile wide, a pushover if she wants to trust you, drive to be useful and please people often results in ignoring her own health and wellbeing, prone to panic attacks, a slower processing speed and social/learning issues related to her NLD, ADHD, executive dysfunction if it has to do with herself, physically weak and the most squishy member of her team, RECKLESS at the worst/best moments, emotional and prone to pausing to assess options in a morally compromising situation (which is like, all of her situations)
FAVORITES !
FOOD
. This one specific pasta dish her mom used to make
DRINK
. Mildly sweet iced tea, hot chocolate, peach sangria
PIZZA TOPPING
. J-just one? Only one? Hhhh.... Hhh??? hhhh... ChEEsE??
COLOR
. Orange
MUSIC GENRE
. Things fun to sing and belt, more into individual songs than genres or artists, some showtunes
BOOK GENRE
. fantasy, adventure, girls having adventures, women being rad
MOVIE GENRE
. Musicals,
CURSE WORD . FUCK, or rapscallion, or dingus, or chucklehead but FUCK is the one true best to say.
SCENTS
. Almonds, library stacks, right before or right after rain, mountain lakeside, summer evening, when it smells and feels like snow, cinnamon buns, pumpkin
FUN STUFF !
BOTTOM OR TOP . Bottom. Unless she’s like energetic for some reason but also no. She’s fucking lazy. SINGS IN THE SHOWER . Sings in the shower, sings in the bathroom outside the shower, sings about showers, sings in rain showers, sings whenever she wants it’s just fun to do LIKES PUNS . Absolutely.
#[the messenger]#[Mercsenger Bits]#[lil bits]#[personality meme]#[tagged meme]#Thanks for the tag!#Went a little ham
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